Denise Van Outen ‘struggled to see a way out’ after a bitter break-up with Eddie Boxshall

Celebrity Gogglebox star Denise Van Outen has lifted the lid on her heartbreaking breakup with ex-partner Eddie Boxshall after breaking up their seven-year romance

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Denise van Outen talks about the “hard” separation from Eddie Boxshall

Denise Van Outen she revealed that she was ‘struggling’ to thrive in the midst of her painful breakup with ex-fiancé Eddie Boxshall after cheating rumors.

The former Celebrity Gogglebox star, 48, was forced to end her seven-year relationship with partner Eddie in January after months of ‘speculation’ that he was unfaithful.

Months after their bitter breakup, Denise bravely recounted the huge struggles she faced in the midst of breaking up with Ferne Cottton on the Happy Place podcast.

During her candid conversation, Denise admitted that she struggled to see the way forward when she discovered Eddie’s ways of cheating.

The 48-year-old star revealed that she can neither sleep nor eat, and simply felt ‘empty’ at all times.







Denise and Eddie have been together for seven years
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Denise admitted that she struggled to see the way forward after parting ways with Eddie
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“It was horrible and the pain in my heart is horrible and it doesn’t matter who you are from where you are from,” Denise said.

“It hurts equally deeply, and a lot of people have sent me messages on social media, women and men who have been through it.

“That night when I was just sitting on the terrace at 3/4 in the morning, I felt exhausted and empty and thought I didn’t know how I was going to survive next week because I feel so broken enough, it’s awful.”

The TV star continued: “It hurts. I couldn’t breathe, I called a friend one night and I felt someone sitting on my chest, literally unable to breathe, you get that knot in my stomach, and I’m not leaving, and you think when will this feeling leave me? “







The Celebrity Gogglebox duo broke up back in January
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During an open chat with podcast star Ferne, Denise admitted that she is now seeking therapy after ‘literally ruining’ her relationship.

“I’m actually fine. I’m not completely cured. I’m getting there,” she said.

“I enjoy therapy. I’m learning so much about myself. I didn’t even look at myself properly.”






Denise seeks reassurance therapy after Eddie’s unfaithful actions

The Celebrity Gogglebox star has touched on her breakup in her book, A Little Me: From Basildon to Broadway and Back, which she claims has found Eddie’s messages from multiple women.

Eddie, a commodity trader, meanwhile, remained silent about the breakup until he told The Sun in an interview last month: “I have broken her trust. I am deeply sorry.”

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